But Depression got the best of me on the 13th.
However...This is day 5 for the second shot.
Jerry says I can do it. <3
Andrew and I are good.
I saw him last week. His birthday is coming up soon.
I'm going to SCCC in two weeks to start my college shit.
I don't really want to go. But I am trying to get myself excited to go.
I need a new job it's official. Wendy's just doesn't do the job anymore (hahah no pun intended.
They're not making me a manager because I'm not qualified So I told them that I had no incentive to work till 3 AM anymore.
I've applied to so many places everywhere on this god forsaken island.
Maybe after SCCC I'll go away to college. Like a university or something. But I don't wanna go to school. I mean I just spent 12 years of my life pent up in a system that would tear you down if you acted out. Now I'm entering a two or three year commitment that I can act out upon but now it's just not kids that I'm trying to set myself apart from. It's the world. That's how my family stated it.
Whatever.
I'm going to see Depeche Mode on the 3rd.
I got into a fight with Josh the other night.










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My YTMND Page
My X-Fire Page
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I am going to go to you.
and i will kiss you and
prove you are beautiful
and every time you disagree
i will silence your lips with mine.
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Dad: "So Amanda, what did you get at Barnes and Noble?"
Me: "Just a manga called Tail Of The Moon"
Dad: "....Tailor Moon? I know Tailor Moon!!!"
Me: ".....................................................................Dad, you got it all wrong."
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I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything. <3
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But you can skyrocket away from me,
& never come back if you find another galaxy;
Far from here with more room to fly,
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by.
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- ink is my water - paper my bread - it sustains me -
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Dad: "So Amanda, what did you get at Barnes and Noble?"
Me: "Just a manga called Tail Of The Moon"
Dad: "....Tailor Moon? I know Tailor Moon!!!"
Me: ".....................................................................Dad, you got it all wrong."
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
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whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward whoever cannot take care of themself without that law is both for wounded man shall say to his assailant if I live I will kill you if I die you are forgiven.
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